Tuesday, April 22, 2008

A whole bunch of random nothingness

I've been having strange dreams filled with people that I haven't been in touch with for years. In these dreams, even though we've lost touch, conversations continue as if we've been together every day in the past decade. I imagine that real life conversations with these folks would be filled more with uncomfortable silences than casual conversation.

My ten year high school reunion is happening this October. I won't be there. My husband and I will be celebrating our anniversary. Honestly, I wouldn't go if I could. My class had 650 students. I didn't know half of them. The few people I would want to see probably wouldn't show...I was much closer to people from other high schools anyway.

A couple old friends came to visit this past weekend. It was great to have a relaxing couple of days with them. Of course, after they left, I was hit with the reality of living in this city where I don't know anyone. That is a depressing fact. I hate that it becomes so much harder to meet people when you get older. (I also hate to admit that being married makes a big difference in how easy it is to meet others.) Plus we live in a place where most of the people have had the same group of friends since childhood. It's not exactly easy to break in on that.

We are working on building a desk/craft table for me. This is something I am very excited about. Hopefully it will help to push me to do more creating.

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